It's Happening Again...

I remember in Elementary School- a good day at school meant a bad day at home, a good day at home meant a bad day at school. A great day at church meant hell to pay on Monday. The more good I did, the more pain I felt. Now I'm trying to write- not for myself but so that others will benefit. And the better I write the more I seem to go through. I wrote about this some in my first blog of the new year. This may be the Secret at work. I expect something bad to follow after something good so it happens. I don't want to normalize this pattern but I also want to stop getting thrown off track. What do I do?